Clothes my size
I'm accepting my weight gain. What I've been trying to paint as temporary stress weight is no longer a phase -- it's who I am right now, in this moment. The trip to my closet gets more tiring and exhausting each day. It reminds me that I haven't been prioritizing my body or my health. Besides never finding anything to wear, my scapegoat has become pointing fingers and blaming others for why I feel this way.
Fashion has never been my strong suit (see what I did there ;). I'm cheap when it comes to clothes, and if it's not on sale I probably won't get anything. I prefer in-person shopping but anytime I'm out the house I love to grab a snack which leads me to feel too full to try on any clothes..so that never works. A lot of my wardrobe is old and out of style.
With Spring starting today, I'm motivated to plan a spring cleaning day to get rid of the smaller sized clothing I've held on to with hopes of one day fitting into them again. It's no longer about who I was or who I want to be... it's about who I am today.
I'm embracing her.
P.S. Today is a double pay day for us so I'll be allocating funds to buy new clothes in my size.